Friday, August 19, 2016

Just

This poem came to me just before dawn.  I swear I hear Maya Angelou's voice.



A Poem:  Just

I’m just a human being
Trying to live my life
I’m just another Goddess in disguise
I’m just another woman
Trying to love my life
To see the world with joyful open eyes.

I’m just another goddess
Playing dress-up like a queen
Learning how to live my life
And be a human being.

I’m just another person
Whose life has gone awry
Just another woman learning to get by
I’m just another lover
Trying to live the dream
Just another being, human in extreme.
Dreaming I’m the Goddess in disguise.

I’m just another poet
Hearing voices in my head
In the middle of the nighttime
When I ought to be in bed.
Writing in the darkness
Marking something to be said.

I’m just like you and you like me,
With love and fear and family,
Being, loving, laughing, crying
Trying not to think of dying.

I’m just another goddess in disguise.
I’m just another Goddess being human in my mind.

© Catt Foy, 2016


Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Poem: Noetic Clay



We are noetic clay. 

Grains of earth, stuff of stars

Coalesc’d, with hair and arms

Imbued, enliven’d by spiritus

 Psyche, anima,

Divine breath, awhirl upon

The winds of time, embrac-ed

By Earth’s gravity, we swarm

From infancy to grave

To rise again and dance.

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Update and Good News


For those of you who don’t know, Zharmae Publishing has agreed to publish Bartleby: A Scrivener’s Tale, and expects it to be in print sometime in 2017.  The novel is, of course, the real story behind Herman Melville's character, and short story, "Bartleby, The Scrivener."

The Dead Letter Office in Washington City, where it all begins
I finished the first full edit for Bartleby today and sent it off to Zharmae publishing.  I’ve been feeling edgy and restless yesterday and today, vaguely guilty, as though I’ve done something wrong, or neglected to do something important.  This is sort of typical for my anxiety disorder, but I always hate it. 

I have found, over the years, that if I spend some time writing, working toward my goals, or just letting the Muse take me, I usually feel much better afterward.  Perhaps that ill-at-ease feeling is simply my Muse telling me to get to the keyboard.  Still, she could be nicer about it!
We are looking forward to our trip to Illinois / Iowa for my youngest daughter’s wedding in September, and to retrieve our furniture (at least some of it) from storage.  But the thought of trip itself and the cost is enough to give me worry fits; I’m a little terrified that finances will catch us short!  They say courage is not the absence of fear, but the willingness to do something even if you ARE afraid.  So I am trying to stay courageous. (She said, trembling.)

Rick beating cancer is the best news we have had, followed by the acceptance of my novel for publishing, then the wedding, so overall, it has been a good year so far.  Keeping my fingers crossed that our luck holds out and that things continue to improve over the struggles of the past.  

Here is a poem to share:

Poem Life of a Crystal

I was born in the dark
Of the Earth
In the heat and the weight of time.
I was freed in a flash
By a blast
And carried by forces sublime.
I was worn for a time
By a priestess
In a land now deeply submerged.
I was washed by the ocean
For eons
Until from the tide I emerged.
I lay on the beach
Forever
A spark in the sun and sand,
Til an artist came by
With a marvelous eye
And now I am worn on her hand.

© Catt Foy, 2015